Someone said that “ministry is God’s work… IN and THROUGH us…”
I agree…
Annually, our school conducts preaching contest for senior students.
I joined.
I talked about “loving God’s work by loving God himself.”
I really wanted to minister to my fellow students through this message. I’d like everyone to see how Paul viewed ministry. And I’d like to know why, despite the sufferings and the death sentence for his life, does he love God’s work so much. It was a great message, because it is God’s message. My passage was Philippians 1:12-14, 19-26…
After my term of preaching, I already knew the result. I was so sure I won’t make it to the finals. I was sad because few people just watched the semi-finals. My goal was to minister, I don’t think I attained it.
After that day, I reviewed my message.
and I was rebuked, again. The message directly pierced my heart.
All I was thinking was to minister to other people… not knowing that it was God’s intention to minister to me.
After the last chapel service of that week, the finalists were announced. And as what I expected, I didn’t make it -my name was not mentioned. It hurts so much. Especially whenever I hear the side comments: “oh, ba’t wala si Jobet?” There were actually people who asked me, “pre, ba’t di ka pumasok?” I just answer with a smile, but deep down my heart it was the exact opposite of what I am showing. I did my best, but my best wasn’t good enough.
I again reviewed my message. And again, I was blessed. God talked to me one more time. Every time I read my manuscript I learn new things. It was like my devotion for the whole week.
It was obviously God’s work IN me.
I thank God I didn’t make it. Because I don’t think I will be pondering this much if I entered the finals. If I entered the finals, this blog entry might have not existed. And I imagine my self busy doing another message for the finals.
As you can observe, my blog entries now becomes more and more personal. God is helping me not only be informed of the things about His Word. He’s helping me to be transformed all the more.
And it hurts.
God’s work IN me hurts. But I know, it’s the best. for me to excel to be the best that I can be, for the Best (God)…
May God work IN and THROUGH us!!!
God bless us.

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